SPOKANE SISSY | Part One | Where We Meet His Grandma And Learn His Mom Wanted Him To Be A Girl
I am using these pages to tell my story. I do so as one who does not really know my story. And this ignorance of my story is most relevant for the earliest years of my life. I did not take notes on my life during these years and asContinue Reading
STORY OF VERONICA | Part Two | Christine Jorgenson and The Beginnings Of A New Life For a Young Boy
Learning of Christine Jorgensen while I was in high school had an enormous impact on my life. For the first time in my life, I knew it was possible to become a girl even if one had been born a boy. There was however one major obstacles — it hadContinue Reading
About My Older Brother (And My Three Younger Siblings)
Mike was born eight months after the wedding of Fred Vayne and Donna Brown. So it is very likely that my Mom was pregnant on her wedding day. It is possible she knew this at the time and equally possible she did not. Either way the wedding was not aContinue Reading
FORBIDDEN LOVE Right? Wrong? My Past Is My Past
It has been over fifty years since I last saw my brother. Some of the memories I had of him, of us, have been forgotten. Some are incomplete and some of my memories are of false memories no doubt. There is no way for me to tell a true andContinue Reading
A CROSSDRESSING SISSY WHO WANTS TO BE A WIFE
Did I ever have fantasies of myself as Mike’s wife? I did. However, I feel it is also quite likely that it was not until after he died in Vietnam that I found myself thinking about it as something that might have happened. His death took him from me andContinue Reading
I ASPIRE TO BE A WOMAN
For me there is a world of difference between these two remarks — I need to be a woman and I want to be a woman. If we are using the word ‘need’ as in what we truly need (air, water, food, etc), I do not need to be aContinue Reading
I Will Never Be Happy Until I Am As Mindless As A Mindless Bimbo
Many of these videos I created as long as two or three years ago. It would be fair to say that for the most part I have been on a bit of a roller coaster ride. I know what I want but . . . I do not know howContinue Reading
2ND TRIBUTE TO VERY POPULAR CLAIRE Crossdresser Models 50 Different Outfits
One of the sexiest crossdresser to appear on You Tube was Claire Bunni. She had a huge channel at one time with lots of videos. I even found some of her porn videos. I have about fifty of her YouTube videos and twenty of her porn videos. I will beContinue Reading
Unconditional Love
Unconditional Love is a movie that was released in 2012. It is the story of a young man who enticed into a world of crossdressing by a slightly older man. This video is a slim down version of the movie that focuses on his life as a young woman withoutContinue Reading
WANT WHAT I WANT I Want To Cut It Off
A few years ago I purchased the Filmora Video Editor. I have been developing my skills as a video editor. Sometimes when I start a video I do not know where it is taking me. Re-watching this video, this is a perfect example of a video that started one wayContinue Reading
Become A Proper Sissy — Boobs and Your Sissy Sexuality (Katee Life Version)
Few women I have found online — genetic women — draws out my envy more than Katee Life. It is not just her big boobs, but it is also her love of life.Continue Reading
Too Many Sexy Women In Lingerie — Is That Even Possible
Without question, sexy women in sexy lingerie inspires me. That is not entirely accurate. To be inspired means to find a reason for doing what I do. I will never look as hot or as sexy as these genetic women so it could be said that I am not inspiredContinue Reading
My Grandmother
When I speak of ‘my grandmother,’ I am speaking of my paternal grandmother. I did have two sets of grandparents throughout most of my childhood. However my maternal grandparents played a very minor, I would suggest all but inconsequential, role in my life. Maybe if they had had more toContinue Reading